Smiling TearsSmiling Tears by HiddingAgain
And I want to cry.
Let the tears fall down my face.
But different from times before,
Let the tears fall.
Let them fall for all the times I wouldn't let them fall.
For the times when I let my pride keep me strong.
For the times when old wounds were re-opened
But I wouldn't cry.
No, I wouldn't let myself cry.
Not for you, not again.
Id made my mistakes
And I suffered my consequences
But for so many times,
I didn't know why, what or when
So I wouldn't let myself cry.
But now I cry with a smile.
I cry for all those times
In my past.
I cry for the past.
All the past I kept bottled up.
Packaged, tapped and stored on the top shelf.
The past that hurt so much, but not a tear was shed
I cry the pain away,
To wash away.
A sort of cleansing
So WE can start new.
Its not "I love you" any more.
Its "I love you Forever"
And Because of you, I cry with a smile on my face.